Thursday, April 23, 2009

What a crazy day!!

Today I went to the doctor for a follow up from the miscarriage, back in March. I was really interested to see what was going to happen. I have not had anything happen as far as a cycle and I have just been in limbo. They did a pregnancy test and it came up positive. The doc set up an ultrasound and when they got in there the discovered a BABY!!! Yes that is right I am STILL pregnant!!! I am 16 weeks and 1 day, can you believe it!!! It still does not seem real to me, but I have pictures to prove it!!! The boys are so very excited. We are so blessed and thankful for the trials that we have gone thru!


Sunday, April 5, 2009

Update

So its been a while since I have blogged so I thought I should update what has gone on in the last month. A few posts back I announced that we were having a baby and we were so excited. On the 21st of February we started having complications. We went to the doctor many times and had a few ultrasounds. The doctor told us that everything was OK. On March 10th I went to a new doctor and and he did an ultrasound and discovered that we had lost the baby. Nothing in the world could have ever prepared me for that moment. I came home and told Rick, and then we told the boys. Matthew and Mason began to cry, and Mason said "So now we wont have a baby sister?" Marcus didn't understand why we were all crying. I am so thankful for my membership in this gospel and to know that families are forever! The first few weeks were really hard for me and I spent alot of time in my pj's doing nothing. Every night when Mason goes to his bed, he says his prayers. "Please bless we can have a baby, please bless she can be happy, please bless we can have a baby girl, and please bless we don't have a baby boy." The faith of a 4 year old is so amazing to me. I am so happy to have the children that I do, and I love them so very much!!!